Toastie ‘97

11:30AM
I couldn’t help sleeping until 10:15 this morning. I just felt so incredibly tired. I had to wake up early this morning. I am still the Trent 2 Programmer (I want to be), and I had to call up a lot of people to try and get some things programmed. I […]

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11:15PM
I never get any work done the night before a day on which I have no classes. I’d like to change that tonight, and so I won’t write much now, but I’ll write something.
Today was my five-class day. I didn’t have my homework done for French class. The news fax was nowhere […]

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2:45AM
Life is going well, despite that I’m up at this late hour doing work and probably will be for awhile longer. I listened to Susan play the piano tonight, and it was the most beautiful thing I ever experienced. I tasted some of the rare sweet nectar that life produces tonight.
But I’ve got […]

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2:55AM
My screwed up life has me awake at this late hour once again, and I must say that this is my first real opportunity to write today. But I think that getting some sleep would be benefit me slightly more than attempting to recount recent events in my life.
I AM in a good, […]

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4:45PM
The past week has far too eventful to adequately summarize right now, which leaves the question of why am I bothering to write at all right now. I don’t know. Today is the one-month milestone of being here at Duke, and in a lot of ways, I’m at a new beginning right […]

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9:35AM
I’m just writing now because I think I am moving today, and I don’t know when the computer will be hooked up. It’s been a eventful week. I am moving. I got a job. I screwed things up with Susan. I’ll explain some other time…

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5:30PM
I was woken up again last night. I can’t listen to music or watch TV now because Michael is asleep. I’m an idiot if I let him use this room to drink tonight. But it looks like there’s a good chance I can get out of here. Bob Busby, the […]

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11:00AM
I cracked on Friday night. Michael, etc. returned to the room around 3:30, and they woke me up. Then they left. Then they woke me up again. Then they came back, and I couldn’t hold in anger that had boiled over in my head. I got up, blasted the stereo, […]

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3:00PM
I stayed with these two guys, Todd and Alan last night. I didn’t go to sleep until 2AM, but I didn’t mind staying with those guys. I had a rough night sleeping on their floor, but I almost didn’t mind. I was glad to be out of my room for a night. […]

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10:45AM
The past twelve hours have done nothing to reverse my growing antagonistic feelings towards Michael. I didn’t do any work last night. My kidney hurt, and I’ll I did was write a postcard to Merrie and watch TV. The phone rang at one point, and it was a pizza guy who said […]

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10:10PM
It’s been a very eventful day, so I’ll just try to summarize. My alarm didn’t wake me up at 6:30 like it was supposed to. I woke up at 7:50, and my UWC class on East starts at 8:00. I didn’t take a shower. I got to class at 8:30. […]

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10:10AM
I just spent about an hour this morning trying to somehow get an e-mail message I sent to Kumar into a text file that I could put in here, and I finally did it. It will include a pretty good description of what happened Sunday:
I just reread most of your note. Okay, so maybe […]

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2:35PM
Last night, I basically walked around crushed by my feelings for Susan. Speaking to Natalie around 3:30AM and hearing her say that I was wrong in thinking that Susan thought I was seeing her too much didn’t make me feel that much better. I had hoped that Natalie might say something encouraging. […]

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12:10PM
The current gap in this journal wasn’t really done consciously. I actually didn’t realize how much I had been neglecting this. Must I recount the events of Wednesday and Thursday? There’s just too much to do, to much going on to spend lots of time writing in here.
Susan has been a big […]

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1:20AM
Today was such a long day. So much has been happening that I just don’t know where to being, and I really don’t feel like beginning anywhere. Right now, I just want to say that I was completely wired tonight. I was drunk off nothing, perhaps Dr. Pepper. I just […]

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